keepin up

alrite so i just post up my second blog nd i go to the page to see it nd i see my loverly [bestfriend x sister x co-blogger (yess)] "red" put up a blog and im like dayumm. she's all hi-tech with it putting a snazzy lil picture in there and her myspace [addict lol jaykay] so now i have to try and keep up with her smart ass lol btw:: here's mine http://www.myspace.com/choklettekiss haha but i must say i do agree with everything she's saying. we do have lives and yea we may entertain yoo with it but we do have other priorities. {sowee) if you get something outta this, congratulations, but we aren't trying. this is just one of our many experiments to handle life and entertain and fill up the dull part of our lives [well...for me it is] but i swear
i love this girl with all of my heart
"i don't kno what i would do without you!"

4 deep.

"we're all a little weird, and when we find those people whose weirdness is compatible with ours.. we join up with them & fall into mutually satisfying weirdness & call them our best friends'"

-Boy Meets World

cheese.

so this was the day before new years eve and i needed to let some things [or someone] go. i had to let it out but i couldn't talk. it's weird to think about but sometimes you just have to talk to yourself. and if you think that's stupid well guess wat. thinking IS talking to yourself.

as i sit here pondering the possibilites/ i have overcome my challenges/ i have gone through my journies/ i have always longed for the day in which i have reached/ i have prayed for him my soul to keep/ and yet he had it but now its the past/ i don't need him anymore to make me last/ no i am not talking about God/ that is my Lord and Savior/ i'm talking about the one that i broke my back for in hard work and labor/ i realize i don't need him or any other man to make me happy/ but if it wasn't for him i sure would feel hella crappy [lol]/ and not understand that he changed my world/ cuz if it wasn't for him/ i'd be mad at the world/ no not the world/ just every guy in sight/ i can't believe i thought every single one would change my darkness into light/ but now im on my own and its clear to see/ that he's not the only one out there for me/ there will be plenty out there/ trust...i know/ and that one has taught me to let go and grow

cheesy. but hey. wat can i say....watever works

reasons.

well for starters, i (red), personally, am not much of a "blogger". but i have been inspired by random people and their very interesting lives. basically i was like, "man i want my life to look interesting" and i figured this was a good first attempt.right now, i realize that i am failing to interest anyone with my life. but maybe i can prove you wrong. just maybe.I would post a lot of random information about myself.but this isnt myspace.if your curious my myspace is www.myspace.com/red_babii_gurl. This blog has no particular purpose, therefore for it really is pointless. I guess we will write about important things. But what is important is relevant. dont expect reading this to inform you or help you in any way. [lol] i have more important things to do with my life that dont involve posting blogs [i.e.SCHOOL and life itself] but maybe "applez"(bestfriend x sister x co-blogger[?]) has something relevant to write about for you all.

back in the day

i miss the good ol days when we were little and didn't have to worry about a thing. we had no responsibilities, no worries. we were all about hakunamatata. yea you remember that "wonderful phrase" but now all we think about are worries and what to do next.